I love you for giving me the feel of love. I hate you for letting me in pain but love. I guess its time I have to make a quit. How hard could it be to letting you go. When hope became a disappointment. Everything just a fake and reality. I'm a best actor, when pretending is the agenda. Hearing about you from another person mouth, I bear the consequences of hurting inside,smiling outside. It just unfair, so unfair, I still have to face you like nothing has happen. How far can I go... I just hope that you living well and I'm not seeing you again. That's the story of the jerk. End when start never even came.
don't know when I've been so blue Don't know what's come over you You've found someone new And don't it make my brown eyes blue
I'll be fine when you're gone I'll just cry all night long Say it isn't true And don't it make my brown eyes blue
Tell me no secrets, tell me some lies Give me no reasons, give me alibis Tell me you love me and don't let me cry Say anything but don't say goodbye
I didn't mean to treat you bad Didn't know just what I had But honey now I do And don't it make my brown eyes Don't it make my brown eyes Don't it make my brown eyes blue
I don't know why but I am just so fed up Living life without purpose is just so suck I don't understand what I really wants I am confuse was I dreaming or making dreams was I in fantasy or in reality I want to sleep like for ever Sleeping beauty Could I be? Perhaps. Maybe. Let see how it goes.
Hahaha I just likes this song, nasty but cute.The rhythm just keep on repeating once I heard. Lily Allen F*ck You. Listen and you know what I mean. PS: Beware, contain addictive potion. F*ck you, F*ck you very very much!
After so long of hearing about meditation I finally get a try on it. I found this wonderful meditation music and put on my earphone, sit in the position of meditating...and I began my journey for the most peaceful moment of my life I've always wanted. I believe I'm in love with this thing, its really makes me feel calm and fresh whenever its end.
How does it works? Well, I just put on my earphone and close my eyes and just follow the momentum of the music and slowly slowly loosen up myself...and then I felt my mind was turning around and started to have the feeling of floating and sometimes I can even feel the wind of my surrounding blowing my tiny hair on my arms...it just so calm and relaxing...really, you should try once,I never believe this before but now I do.
Today I picked him up. In the car he talks a lot, from a person to another and then about me.Maybe what he said is right, that I'm fortunate enough compare to many others, not mentioning those people living in poverty,just compare to those people we know around us. When he was talking about me,my mind was thinking any possible reply that I would said to him,but I didn't, 'cause I don't want to argue with him,I respect him as a wisemen. He might be right but I might be true as well, who knows better about myself if it isn't me. Anyway I still thank him for telling me, no one wants to give a damn on you if its not because he cared about you.
Yes indeed, I believe I am lucky enough,but every life is fair and square, I mean some people might living like a slum dog but they are smiling, and some might living lavish but are they happy? Compare the stress level of a beggar and a workingmen,I'm quite sure beggar are more happy 'cause they only have one concern is to eat,workingmen has to worried on liabilities,performance,relation...........but this is not what I want say here,I just gave some example.
I know I am lucky enough, it doesn't mean I'm not appreciating,but everybody has everybody worries,no matter you are poor you are rich,that's what life gave to us. I only cant accept that just because you are lucky,you don't deserve to worry so much, then what am I? If a person doesn't know how to be unhappy,I don't think that person gonna grow up.
Yeah maybe I always complaint that I'm not living peaceful, but eventually this makes me grow up, I learned from it, I learned how to understand myself and realise the real purpose of my life, because I knew I don't want to turn back, I don't want to be that way anymore since I have been through it.
So, you might sometimes see me moody and miserable, lend me a hand, just said something to me, after I breakthrough it,I will be better than before,gorgeous than previous, believe me. I'm a normal person with outrageous mindset. Just love me anyway~
I watch this movie last night and it really touched my heart. It really is a wonderful movie, not because of the quality or whatever issit has in a blockbuster Hollywood movie, it just simply simple plot but heartwarming act by a true blind boy. Dont watch this based on religion point of view, watch it with humanity heart. I dont have explain much on the story,you can read it from the link below yea... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Color_of_Paradise
If you really want to watch,you can find it in youtube,just type The colour of paradise part 1 and you'll know what to do.
